finally done some work to show you all, not some posts about 'music I listen to' and 'films I've seen'.
this one is one I had to do for uni.
I had to develop a concept from something I am crazy about and just something I love
I had a few things but the one that caught everyone's attention was pole dancing.
I love pole dancing.
if it wasn't for my friend who got me into it, I wouldn't have done it . ever
(sorry about no capital letters but I can't be bothered)
so, I developed the 'pole' concept and then I had to turn it into a zine
jesus, I don't know why I've decided to shoot a girl this time
I think it was because of the concept
I'm not so good with girls, it's too forced.
anyway, shot some stuff to represent 'pole' in a new light.
something people haven't seen before.
it's not stripping all the time, you know.
first shots went ...
horrible
then I decided to reshoot over one night, just before the hand in
I'm not gonna sit there and submit something I hate
So I reshot and it turned out better, however still not 'me' enough.
you know , it wasn't like my 'you're stupid' shoot.
I loved that one.
I still like some of the shots from the 'pole' one.
probably just the ones I shot on film, without a model.
I had to shoot on a digital, jesus christ.
hate digital arghhhhh
the outcome just doesn't satisfy me at all
anyway, I'll stop writing like crazy because I know you lot can't be arsed reading it anyway.
PS: I don't think about what I write, I just transfer my thoughts onto this blog. anyone offended, I apologize.
love xx
